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   Good Morning , Hello world . . hurmm , in two weeks i feel so lonely and i have many problem . . What kind of problem ? Hurmm about my works , feeling , and  about myself . . . Everytime i don't want to think about my problem , because i don't want to being little 'emo' errrrr . . now in 3 days i have to attend 7-Elyven's class at Tebrau ,Johor . .

   Many thing i have to learn and read , and i hope i can answer all the question . .
about my feeling , every people have a feeling , all people except crazy people , maybe . For 3 years i don;t have any couple until now , why God give me many examination like this ? Why me ? why ?
all my friends also have same problem with me , but i always know , they can get anything he want , when i . . I can't complete my problem until now , many way i try , but until now , just like a wind . .

  PLU . .  who know about that ? Just some people maybe know about that . .  hurmm . . it's up to some people what they want to think about that , what i know , i must move on to get out from my problem . .
I hope God not judge me like this , because when i will get someone i'm i'll love , many troop i i'll get in 3 hour , i don't know why , sometime i feel , God never fair with me , but i just ignore about that because i don't want make more sin . .


  I just hope , what i want it , i i'll get , just its . .

What i'm looking for ?

 

        Everydays , i never to know , what i'm looking for , after i'm back from work , i'm always ride my motorcycle and go anywhere i want , but my heart never know what i'm looking for . . and everydays i'm feel very lonely . . God , what happen to me ? I just want to know , just it . .


       When , i'm do some work  , i'm always remember my old life and i feel i already have at another place . . when i'm hear someone talk about love , i'm feel so jealous , firstly for a couple stud .

    For what i'm know about myself , i can't couple with anyone , firstly  . . .   hmmmm' , examination , maybe from God . .  what i'm talk about ? Everydays my head feel like lots of Honey . Why honey ? Because when we puts a honey in some bucket , it's ill full and so heavy . .  Hmm , what ever , my english already suck . .

    I Hope , one days , i'm ill know what i'm looking for . .

_Little Quite Day_

  Heyypppp . . . hurmm , lama aku tak update , sekarang nih kan sesi zaman persekolahan kan dah habis , and now just ngah tunggu untuk sambung belajar , hope dapat yang dekat-II jeww , skrang nihh bila dah bekerja macam-II situasi berlaku , orang pun berbeza drpd sikap , cara dan lain-II , mana ada oarang yang jenis kenal , dan boleh terus mengetahui segalanya tentang kitakann .. .

    sekarang nihh , keadaan aku yang sebenarnya tak berapa baik , coz ngah demam , paling teruk batuk , selsema nyaa lain . . and stiap hari aku mcam diperli jea , kekadang sakit hati , . . . tak tahu nk luahkan dekat siapa . . hurm , lau dulu si MAKCIK  tuhh ada , sekarang pun ada , tapi jarang jumpa , coz dia dah kerja , aku un dah kerja . . haishhh , bilalah aku nk dpat sambung belajar . .

   Batuk , dah makin teruk bilalah nak baik . . aku bengang kkdang dgn khdupan aku nih , Tuhan sajalah yang tahu .